I press trigger
Hello, my sweetest friend.
I apologize for my english, but I can't act another way.
It's raining cats and dogs tonight. The rain falls from heaven as the tears fall from my eyes.
You are the only person who can I share my fate with. And you are the only one whom I can trust my soul. Don't be mad at me now, I'm too upset with everything and I need someone who can listen me. Carely and with desire to secure me, 'cause all the small things make me feel helpless tonight.
Tomorrow is the Graduatiom Day. For me it's not just the last day of school - it doesn't hurt me at all. There are another reason of my boundless sadness. I feel like I'm loosing the main thing. The thing I value the most. I've never expected it could turn out that way. I thought love had no borders and would lasts forever notwithstanding the circumstances. But it seems like it doesn't. I don't really know now if it's true. Like, wait and see.
All the year I haven't thought about love from this point of view. I had no doubt that we would be together somehow. Somewhere. But now I feel like it will end with The Last Call. I don't mean we'll decide that there's no sence in being together anymore. I just want to say... I don't know how to say. I mean that we will fall apart the next day with no explanations. Like we both knew it should be done, like it something obvious and unspekable.
This is what I'm terrified about. This is the scariest thought I've ever had. Because I don't want to loose thing I've got. And it hurts like it was the first time.
Anyway, we will never knew how life will be until it happens. So let's keep silence and live as we can.
Many thanks for you listening all this shit. It means much for me. Either you do. I thank God I have you.
Truly honest,
Me
I apologize for my english, but I can't act another way.
It's raining cats and dogs tonight. The rain falls from heaven as the tears fall from my eyes.
You are the only person who can I share my fate with. And you are the only one whom I can trust my soul. Don't be mad at me now, I'm too upset with everything and I need someone who can listen me. Carely and with desire to secure me, 'cause all the small things make me feel helpless tonight.
Tomorrow is the Graduatiom Day. For me it's not just the last day of school - it doesn't hurt me at all. There are another reason of my boundless sadness. I feel like I'm loosing the main thing. The thing I value the most. I've never expected it could turn out that way. I thought love had no borders and would lasts forever notwithstanding the circumstances. But it seems like it doesn't. I don't really know now if it's true. Like, wait and see.
All the year I haven't thought about love from this point of view. I had no doubt that we would be together somehow. Somewhere. But now I feel like it will end with The Last Call. I don't mean we'll decide that there's no sence in being together anymore. I just want to say... I don't know how to say. I mean that we will fall apart the next day with no explanations. Like we both knew it should be done, like it something obvious and unspekable.
This is what I'm terrified about. This is the scariest thought I've ever had. Because I don't want to loose thing I've got. And it hurts like it was the first time.
Anyway, we will never knew how life will be until it happens. So let's keep silence and live as we can.
Many thanks for you listening all this shit. It means much for me. Either you do. I thank God I have you.
Truly honest,
Me