completely lost
completely destroyed
a man always makes me weak. I've made myself, I've taught myself to get along only by myself, alone and always. but when a man comes and breaks a Fortress Of My Own down, all I can do is lie on the floor aching and suffering
it's all my fault, nobody can drag me out of this dark waters
I don't want to ask anyone for help or share my dirt with anyone else
this is just me
and I'm lost and scared
I'm tired of screams inside my head
tired of the fear
this is all my fault, but I'm not blaming myself
we're not playing. everything is much easier. but this is me who is too complicated