sometimes I hate the way you treat me.
but this is the way you are, so I don't have any rights to judge you
sometimes I hate the way you treat other girls. and it's not just like for me. does it mean I'm the special one?
I don't really know
I only know that once I've said that I would love you anyway you are.
and so I did. what the hell I'm doin' now?
I always knew you wasn't like the other guys. you are the strangest man I've ever met
once I've said it, so I must be responsible for my words
I admit it. I admit that I lost this game we play. I admit you
sometimes loving you is only a pain, that lasts forever and ever
sometimes I think that I don't already love you at all
and the memory of this years fades
I have to deal with myself
the only thing I'm sure of is that it doesn't hurt me anymore
waiting for you to text me, call me or at least kiss me for all to see
maybe it's difficult for you to admit me, or maybe you're just confused
I only know that it doesn't hurt me.
now I'm not sure with my feelings like I did before.
I love your belt and your jeans
your favourite football team
your smile and your smell
your voice
your hair
your soft skin
but memory of it fades with every day spent without you
I love the things about you, but not you
and I think that it woun't hurt if I'll find out that you don't give a deam about me
everything is still unanswered. and will never be.